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Registered: January 18th, 2008, 11:36 PM EST
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As for walling...well, you know I said my computer is dying? Well, it's not dead enough to prevent me from using Photoshop yet, so I'm trying to use it while I can. I'm working on a Sakura Taisen wallpaper; I kinda like it so far...but it isn't anything special. Even though I complain and dislike most of my walls, and they usually stress me out [though it seems AP in general is what stresses me!], I just can't stay away from it. Isn't that a sign that I really like it? :/ Luna, thanks so much again for your PM...I appreciate your trying to help me better understand what I'm doing! I guess I just don't have anything better to do in my life! Hah...so yeah, I'm glad my computer works just enough for me...it did freeze up a lot though...scary.
I am a baseball junkie. XD True, true...our team is finally winning again. Woot, Phillies. It sure is nice to be competing in the National League again. *is crazy talk to those that don't watch MLB*
Okies, so expect things from me within a week? Yeah, sorry, I just can't seem to take long breaks...even though I want to!
About Me
I'm a poor insomniac... XD I wish I knew how to sleep again. Anyhoo, I go by Angel Zakuro, and I've had my MyO for 2 years now...I love making wallpapers because it's a good de-stressor for me. When I'm depressed (which is often), I prefer taking out my emotions by making a wallpaper instead of something else! [although now walling stresses me out a lot because of my low self-esteem!] Um, I love writing long blogs...and descriptions to my wallpapers. ^^;
I live in the US, and I'm currently in college.[majoring in fashion marketing; minoring in graphic design]
And, of course, I love anime and video games. ^^ Oh, and manga. They're my LIFE.
Band: Angela Aki...though she isn't a "band"!
Book: Well, my favorite author is Alice Borchardt! So most books by her and Elizabeth A. Lynn.
Browser: Firefox
Hobby: watching anime, reading manga, playing video games, and making wallpapers. :3
Image Editor: Photoshop 7.0 [that's all I have!]
MP3 Player: Samsung Pendant
Manga: Loveless, Cantarella, Genju no Seiza, Gorgeous Carat, Descendants of Darkness, The Wallflower, My Heavenly Hockey Club, La Esperanza
TV Show: ANTM, Reno 911, Power Rangers (you read right), other random reality and late-night talk shows, and baseball [the sport]
Wallpaper Style: From grungy to soft and clear...my styles range a lot. ^^;
Comments
Life has been hectic for me lately my boyfriend and I got new mattresses an it took forever to get them all the way up the stairs and remove the old ones then get the new ones in my room it totally sucked and I hit almost every part of my body on my metal bed frame so I'm covered in bruises >o< AND last night my dog was hacking up a hair ball on the carpet so I was trying to get him in the kitchen once he was in there I grabbed the big gate that separates the down stairs from the up stairs and WHACKED it in to my leg so hard I fell to my knees cursing ugh I feel so crappy >,<
Sorry to start off this message on a sour note I just wanted to fill you in. T,T
I think you are the sweetest online friend I have ever had and I'm not joking ^o^ I hope this doesn't sound fake or corny but this is the way I look at beauty: To me, your beautiful on the inside your smart, completely artistic, caring and your not fake or immature like some of the people on this website, and to me that matters more then looking like Scarlett Johansson or Jessica Simpson I mean come on girls like that are a dime a dozen you can find a girl like that on the streets of New York or even Dallas Texas any day. And DA I mean come on there so fake and crap can you say Photoshop that's why they look so good add tons of make up and the perfect lighting and you have the makings of a DA girl. Even tho I say this about DA I still look at them and it makes me feel bad because I don't have the perfect skin or hair and have a SUPER flat stomach but I have to get past that and see the inner beauty like I see in you. To me your gorgeous and I mean that even with out seeing you I no that your a stunner :D
OMG I no that hair trip more then you could ever no if there is any humidity and I mean ANY my hair goes north and south and west and east all at the same time I HATE it, it may look good in my picture but I use 5 different hair care frizz products to make it looking some what decent (but it doesn't make it any less sweet what you said it made me feel all warm inside) Next time I write you a message I'll list every hair product I use and maybe you can try some of them to for your hair because it sounds like we have the same type. IS your hair all dry and split on the ends?
Oh man school has been a pain in my huge ass for the past few weeks. After I finish up my tests and stuff I'm going to take some Collage classes online since I can't drive and my family only has one car that's my only option for right now. Psychology and writing are my strongest suits I love to write stories and I'm really good at helping people with there problems so that's what I thought would be best for me. Even tho my mother thinks it's not a practical career path for me since you can't go to any place in the world and be one like you can with a doctor (real supportive huh?) She drives me crazy and my dad on the other hand doesn't even act like I exist so he's no help either the only one who has Just really been there for me is my BF, lets just say my family isn't the best in the world. << >>
Honestly I don't think driving is a big deal at all I'm just not super crazy about it and I'm not super crazy about cars all together since I get REALLY REALLY car sick I don't get in them much they make me feel claustrophobic. Guess that much sound really weird tho huh??
You no I haven't ridden a bike in forever my BF and I are going to get some soon so I don't have to be in cars much. You no I'm sure if you really put your heart into it like practiced everyday you would learn it in a week. It's not really that hard but I'm sure to you it is because I've fallen off my bike so many times it freaks me out at times to but if you wear a helmet it's less scary even tho they look stupid LOL. Just keep trying and you'll get it in no time at all I'm here for all the support you need :D
The rating system here is completely whacked, I think the higher wallers should be the over all judges since they have so much experience and no what there talking about. But you no what bugs me most that if you look at those crappy walls all the people who comment them at like there so great when there not can you say FAKE? I mean I'm thinking "are we even looking at the same picture?" how can people lie and say something is good when it's not and even the higher ranking wallers lie sometimes I'm not saying you should be harsh and call it shitty and ugly but why can't people say things like "you could add this or improve on that" not "THIS IS THE BEST WALL I'VE EVER SEEN YOUR SO GREAT" I try and say what I really think if I don't like something I'm not going to lie and say it is, I wont be mean but I'll give suggestions on what they could do different ya no?? Ugh it just bugs me >,<
GAWD I have the worst allergies my nose is red and full of icky stuff man I need to pop some more pills T,T
I can't wait to see your next wall I bet it will be even better then the last. You don't even no how good you are, but I understand that you have low self esteem but I think over time after you get better and better ratings and more comments from people who really care your esteem will grow, and I'll be right there to give you complete support everytime ^o^
Well I hope I didn't bore you and you enjoy my message I'll TRY my darnedest to write back sooner. I just want to make sure my messages aren't rushed ya no.
well Ima go limp back to bed and take some allergy pills and eat some spicy nacho doritos and gummie bears trying not to bet fat >,<
Love ya lots ^o^
*hug*
Oh and I wanted to tell you that my name is Berklee (<< hate it<<) just so you no. XO
Till next time.
BB~
P.S. sorry if I misspelled anything lol XO
I'm so happy to hear you had such a great reaction to viewing it n_n
If you want, tell me your screen resolution and I will make you a custom sized version.
Thanks again!
-mani
So be prepared for a long message tomorrow K?
(*^_^*)
Sanzosgirl
sorry for the late reply.
In P3, Our level only limited to lv99.When you reach that level both of your HP and SP will be 999.My current lv is 99 but I\'m still unable to defeat her...
But defeating her is possible it just...hard, thats all...

lol tired that.. it didnt work xD!.. tired vectoring bg but it couldnt work
i wish someone could finish the wall for me so i can do my others
no i vectored the scan before i told you lol...
i just cant show you the vector.
i dont no if i should vector the scan bg or just take place outside
okay. thanks for advice
yousee i \"extracted\" this image..
http://www.animepaper.net/gallery/scans/Kyou-Kara-Maou/item189188/
took me like 2 days to finish the \"Extraction\" hehe but i need help with the bg... the pool must stay cause i already \"extracted\" and it fits in only with them..
Anywhoo, i need to go over your new stuff. I have seen it at a glance and i have really liked what i saw :D.
Expect comments!
-Cheers
Fudgey-Sama
Thanks for yours comments!
It's very nice of you and I'm glad you like my wall!
I saw many of yours walls in TheO and every time I ask to myself: how you do the textures? They are so beautiful!
If you think that I should change or improve something, please tell me! Cause I'm still learning...











